Visiting the MOA - Episodes 5 & 6 online!

Episode 5

Episode 6 is on my Putfile.com account:
Click here to watch 'moa-jcrew_web'

Visiting the Mall of America - Episode 4

Friends

I did a horrible thing in the past couple days - I lashed out at three of my very good friends. I lashed out because I was lonley and I thought my friends didn't care. My warped perception caused me to say some pretty mean and undeserved things. After I had done so I realized that my friends did care for me and always had. I really thought that even after apologizing they'd never speak to me again. Instead, (and to make a long story short) they all wrote me back and reminded me that they always will be and always have been there for me no matter what.

The mind can play terrible tricks on perception - and that's what happened to me. My friends are truely my friends and I love them dearly. If they are reading this - I love you guys so much.

Visiting the Mall of America - Episode III

See the latest feature in the Visiting the Mall of America series:

Episode III: "Invisiball"

Visiting the Mall of America - Episode II

For thos who don't know what this is, I'll explain: My three good friends from Chicago came up to visit me in Minneapolis a while back AND to visit the Mall of America. So, I took along my camcorder and had some fun. I'm jsut now getting around to making the features and tonight I've put up Episode II: "2/3". I hope you like it - and there's is much more to come!

http://homepage.mac.com/jerryfess/iMovieTheater2.html

Direction

I've been feeling lately that I don't have any direction in my life. I don't know what I want to do, why I'm here, what would make me happy, etc. I feel lost and stagnant. Sometimes I feel like my best times are behind me. Could be that I'm a bit depressed - I don't know - or maybe I'm depressed because I don't know what to do with my life. I wish I didn't have to worry about money - or to get a job for the sake of having a job just to pay the rent. I want to make a difference. Perhaps I'm having a 20 years from a real mid-life crisis? Hell, the past 15 years have been a crisis.

I don't know what to do? And that worries me...and scares me.